misunderstood

maybe it's easy to misunderstand the things i say about my golf if a)you don't know about golf or b)you don't know me well enough

it was quite stressful having to think about my plans and try to explain it to someone. especially if the person doesn't know me very well. because its a complex situation to describe and how can i possibly repeat all the thoughts in my head.

maybe thats why i have pent up anger that i either a)snap at anything that crosses my path or b)retreat into solitude and try to forget i have any issues. i think the anger stems from disappointment so maybe i just need to have a more realistic time frame and level of expectation of my own golf performance